I was updating some of my insurance this morning when I got to the beneficiary section. It is sad really, the only person I could choose to put there was my mother and even that made me cringe. I do not have that one close friend to confide all my problems with and keep things mainly to myself which isn’t probably good for my health but what are you going to do? I can be assured that if I confide in my family it will get blabbed and I’m not about that. That’s one of the reasons why I don’t tell them where I live. I did at one point have a friend I could sort of talk to but something happened and we are no longer friends. I meet with plenty of friends down at the local hangouts but when do you know you can really talk to these people? It sucks.